This is Justin's reply to a question I asked in a letter:
What
is the single most important thing you have learned on your mission? -
After thinking about this question and looking at the possibilities, it has
come down to the simple important truths as to
WHY I SHOULD LOVE THE FATHER AND SON. That's probably it. I came out on a
mission just for duty. I knew it was God's will for me to serve, and having the
priesthood, I knew I had the duty to preach the gospel. That's why I came out.
I wasn't excited, but wasn't mad or sad about it either. Once I came out I saw
that I had a long time before coming home. But as I have served and taught and
learned and tried to help other people come unto Christ, I began to understand
the tender
mercies of the Lord. I now understand the atonement more, his Grace, and why I
should want to give my life for the gospel and to serve others and do what I
can to invite them to come unto Christ til death and beyond. God truly loves
us, and His Son loves us. Last Sunday a sister was giving the Sunday school
lesson and told us to look at a picture of Christ atoning, while she read the
account of an apostle having a vision of a sort of being at Gethsemane, and the
part that touched me was when he said how he saw Christ pray to the Father
"Not my will, but thine be done." and then tears started pouring down
the Lord's face. A haunting image. And the words that she spoke - "If Christ
was asked to do it again for us, He would", touched me as well. Truly as
Paul said, we love Him because He first loved us.